toradork's video: Jarco Beautiful Light Vent Edit

“So I figure, now’s a good time to give you an out.” - Happy 2019 everyone💞I’m late to saying that but I truly hope that everyone’s new year has been good so far, mine certainly has. In fact, I’ve been on winter break and it’s currently nearly 11 pm Pacific Time cause I’m on vacation in Vegas (which has been a lot of fun!) I made this edit on the plane cause I was kinda feeling a bit upset hence this became a vent. - Now listen, I don’t ship Jarco, but Marco and Jackie were very cute. They didn’t last a very long time, yey the breakup scene was still touching and broke my heart a little. Jackie did care for Marco, but knew they both had to move on. Which is why I made this edit based off this couple. For the past several months of 2018, I liked someone. And the feelings were mutual, however we never went further and became a couple, and lemme just say that this crush broke me. While it made me happy, it kinda wrecked me and messed me up a little. No disrespect to them...I just wish that things turned out better. All the “I love you” and cute messages, it’s painful to move forward. In the process I lost myself too. I didn’t prioritize myself first, I didn’t love myself enough. So this year, I’ve entered everything more positively and with a better attitude. More organized and putting my best interests first. I’m keeping the friends who I love so dearly close and growing friendships I have. And I want to continue to do that here on youtube too. I apologize for such a long absence and I hope that I can become more involved on youtube again💗 - Anyway, I wish you all the best. Enjoy this edit, i miss svtfoe so much.