toradork's video: starco happier

"Just know that I'll be waiting here for you." Hey guys, as I said I would, I’m here to upload one last video before going off to college this week :) There’s some stuff I wanna say about this video, stuff which inspired me to make this video. The song is really beautiful and while it’s more so a love related song, there’s lots of ways to look at it. The past few weeks haven’t been my best. My great uncle recently passed away, so we had to drive like 5 hours or so to stay over and go to the funeral. Summers are always pretty tough now considering the past couple years I’ve lost my grandpa and my other great uncle. My uncle who passed away was always supportive of me, and I have a lot of good memories still, always seeing him smile and always wanting to talk to me during Passover and other events. I’m grateful to have had him as a family member and I will miss him so much. May he rest in peace♡ Along with that, I had a great amount of anxiety over some stuff over the past. Which also prevented me from grieving properly with my family (I feel bad), but luckily after a week I was able to talk to someone and that anxiety is gone :) although during it all, I became increasingly tired and lost my appetite, and it’s not fun. I’m just thankful that I’m back to eating properly again and I don’t have to wake up feeling anxious anymore. Max (Derpy Catz) was really supportive and motivating me to keep going during that tough week and I just want to say that it means so much to me to have a wonderful friend like you! You're amazing and I've always got your back! I’m also thankful that things are all better now, and I can move forward with a better mindset. Lastly, I’m ready to admit that I think I’m gonna work on loving myself more as I’ve realized I have failed to do so this year (even though that was one of my new year’s resolutions). When I say that, I mean that all I need is friends and family. As long as I have my friends, youtube, instagram and real life with me, and family who is always supporting me, that is all that matters to me! On a final note, I’m so shocked that I leave for college this week! It’ll be an adjustment and I’m nervous to be without my parents, but I’m also excited and hopeful that things will turn out okay. As long as I keep my head held high and interact and meet new people (and get my work done), I should do alright. And hopefully I will be able to share some experiences in future videos or in the descriptions :’ ) I’d like to also dedicate this video to some friends: Max (Derpy Catz), Jen (FantasyStar), Lee (KoolBabylon), Lindsey (xsagiri), Ameerah (Gravity Forces), Shelly (xShelly) You guys are amazing supporters of me and I appreciate it^^^ And anyone else who supports me endlessly! It is greatly appreciated♥ (I’ll have another video at some point with more dedications I promise heh) It’s a lot of news ah, but I hope you enjoy this video! I practiced using twixtor, which is way tougher to use on final cut pro, but fun to try regardless! It’s my first time really working hard to use it so I apologize if some parts aren’t perfect. The message here is that Star will always be there for Marco, just as Marco will always be there for Star✧ Till the next video! I love you all so much. Thanks for sticking around and I will be active and still editing here in the future (and commenting on edits of course). See ya soon! -Alex Song: Happier Artist: Ed Sheeran Program: Final Cut Pro X Media: Star vs the forces of evil