xShadeLynn's video: You re not invisible HBD Maria

„You've got my attention. There's no need to hurt yourself this way.” -------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Maria, Today finally arrived. God, I am so bad at writing a proper introduction that's why I just plunge right into it. IT'S YOUR 17TH BIRTHDAY. And what I have already told you in the morning, it's been 17 wonderful years you have spent in this incredible cruel world so far. Yes, there have been really bad times, you know, and this world might not be always fair with all of us, but still remember all the lovely and happy times. Remember the times and I hope you remember me in some parts of it too, okay? There are good times as well in this world that's why it's always worth it to keep fighting, no matter what. This time I want you to know that I am going to fight with you. You're surrounded by people day by day, people who wanna help you and be by your side. I am one of them so please do not see yourself as a burden to anyone. You are you after all and I cannot help but believing in you. I will always believe in you, no matter which decisions you gonna make in your life. Well, it has been.. over 3 years by now. I want to slap myself for always forgetting how I got close with people. Someday you just gonna realize that they enriched your life in million ways but you have no idea how you got there. We have that kind of relationship, right? :D Anyway, you have always been there in my good and bad times and that's why I want to thank you too! I do not care what people say about you because whenever I felt down you always cared about me. You told me just yesterday that I would be a person like this, but most of the time you care more about me than about yourself, baka. But..honestly, you are such a sweet caring person inside and I am so lucky that I was able to witness it. I told you in the morning that I do not want to talk about the past anymore, and yet I just talked about the past lol. Anyway, I want to remind you of the wonderful years that will lay ahead. Right now you stuck in your worst phase of life ever - your finals! You are struggling with your exams, mostly with physics (seriously, no one needs this subject in their life -kicks physics-), just trying to do your best. And know what? I'm so proud of you. You said you don't know if you did well in them.. but I do not care about the results. The fact that you tried your best is enough for me. We both are going to attend university this year (yes, you definitely will!). So, we both start a new chapter in our lives and I cannot wait to hear about your experiences in life. I wish you the best for which way you'll choose, and remember, I am proud of you. ♥ Now I wanna say something about this video...umm.. as you probably realized it's something totally different compared to my editing before. Besides, it's my first AMV without typography and I do not know whether I should be proud or sad about the result xD Actually, it's the first time after 3 years that I am satisfied with the video I am going to give you as a present. I tried to chose all the different couples and otp's you love so much. To be honest, everyone is so going at shipping wars these days but I still don't get them. Even though we barely share the same likings, I don't fight with you over them. It's rather that it was SO MUCH FUN to edit the pairings and couples I avoided before. I am just hoping that I was able to reach you with the emotions and feelings in this AMV. This year I really struggled a lot with my song choice. At the beginning I started another AMV but I ended up with this song eventually, I am so glad. It gave me like a burst of inspiration and I felt like I needed to edit this song for you. I am so enjoy it my dear ;AA; ❤ I have already written a lot. And yet, there are still a lot of things unsaid ;w; I want to end my birthday message with the words that I am loving you a bunch. You are my husbawaifu! ♥ I wish that today is going to be one of the most memorable days in your life. I feel like saying 'I love you' is not enough to make you realize what you mean to me *squeezes you to the ground* Anyway, enjoy your day to the most, don't struggle with your stupid physics exam and let yourself be loved by your beloved ones. I am with you bby! ♥ --------------------------------------------------------------------- SUB MY PRECIOUS HUSBAWAIFU AND BIRTHDAY GURLL: https://www.youtube.com/user/AyumiXConan https://www.youtube.com/user/AyumiXConan https://www.youtube.com/user/AyumiXConan --------------------------------------------------------------------- Song: pm me Artist: pm me Animes: Danmachi, Tokyo Ghoul, Akame Ga Kill, Sakurasou, Owari No Seraph, Mirai Nikki, Aldnoah.Zero, Guilty Crown, Nagi No Asukara, Ao Haru Ride, Shigatsu Wa Kimi No Uso, Chuunibyou, Ano Hana, Golden Time, Free, Kyoukai No Kanata