xTwilight95x's video: I m trying to convince myself I didn t waste the last few years of my life Original Song

As usual sry 4 low quality Music, lyrics, photo: xtwilight95x --- Faced with a big choice, I said "No matter what I choose I'll rejoice in the end I don't believe in right and wrong" But I knew all along If I could go back, if I had known If I had spoken in another tone— But now my heart's turned into stone And I'm alone I got new tattoos and they all suit me I remember most of my dreams It will be painful to leave This city after all I stare at the ceiling and I Pretend that I still want to die Even if the last time I picked up the scissors Was eleven months ago But God, how I struggle to find Beautiful things in my life I force myself to write another song And tell a story I've already told I got into new habits When I feel like I'm sinking I hop on a train and travel Anywhere is fine as long as it's cheap I've been to Florence and Venice Copenhagen and lots of small towns A couple times I even stayed at hotels But everyday still feels like hell I've discovered amazing music The way I live is way less tragic Than a few years ago, but still I feel sick when I think about the path I picked I don't rely on the past As I did before Maybe it's 'cause my phone Got stolen some time ago Now I am ready to go home But I still chose wrong