xTwilight95x's video: Self-less

Hi! If I had to act on impulse, I would fill this description with apologies and excuses because it's been a long time since I last made a song, studied Japanese grammar, etc... but just this once, I'm going to focus on the fact that I tried to express my feelings through a simple song. Just a disclaimer: I used A TON of samples for the instrumental; the main source was Looperman. A hug! Sung by: Hatsune Miku Music, lyrics, .vsqx, photo: xtwilight95x --- Romaji --- Wasureta deshou ano natsu no koto wo Mondai nai ya Nemurenai mayonaka ni omoiukabu no wa Arisou mo nai risou no mirai Kimi wa ima nani wo shiteru no Doko ni iru no Ureshii na wakuwaku shite iru kotoshi mo natsu ga kita Koukai wo nagesutete miseru Hora Tsugihagi no kokoro no oku ni sasai na mujun ga aru Kyou wa hontou ni tanoshikatta no ni Umaku waraenakatta Kirawareru no Konkyo no nai gimon wo kasanete iku Zaiakukan de nurikatameta kono omoi wo Uta ni kaete mo ii no Aika ni kaete mo iindeshou Kimi wa ima dare wo omotte iru no Miushinatte iru no wa jibun da to Kizuitara dousureba ii Tamekonda ai wo fukitobashitai no ni Shounin wo motomete nani ka wo kakushita Sore wa hontou no kimochi Sore wo sarakedashitara kokoro wa karuku naru no Kanashimi to iu joudou wo wasureta mitai da Natsu ga saite iku Kagami no mae de hohoemu Kyou wa totemo tanoshikatta Kaigan e ikou Mabushii aozora no shita de utaou Rainen datte natsu no koto ga Suki ni naru yo --- English --- You have forgotten that summer, haven't you? No problem. What comes to my mind when I'm unable to sleep at midnight Is an idealistic future that is unlikely to happen. What are you doing right now? Where are you? I'm so happy and excited! This year, too, summer has arrived. I'll cast aside my regrets. Look. Inside my patched up heart, there is a small contradiction. Although today was really fun, I wasn't able to smile properly. Am I hated? I keep stacking up baseless doubts. These guilt-coated feelings, Can I turn them into a song? Can I turn them into an elegy? Who are you thinking of right now? I'm losing sight of myself. What should I do once I realize that? The love I've saved up, I want to blow it away, but... Seeking approval, I hid something: my true feelings. If I disclosed them, would my heart feel lighter? It's like I have forgotten what it feels like to be sad. Summer is blooming. I smile in front of the mirror. Today I had lots of fun! Let's go to the coast. I want to sing under this dazzling blue sky. Next year, I'll definitely fall in love with summer again.