xTwilight95x's video: Forgetful knight part 2 Original Song

Hi there! Sorry for the very simple instrumental & bad mix. This song is the sequel to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pg95CUrP0Po The previous song, "Lamentation of yet another forgetful knight", was already more-or-less-implicitly inspired by the character of Dark Urge from Baldur's Gate 3. This time I decided to reference it more heavily, because I'm in love with the concept! ^^ Hope u enjoy Music and lyrics: xtwilight95x Illust.: dream by wombo --- I've been mourning Since the day I was born The loss of something That could've made me whole My mind is torn Between peace and glory As I stare at that fresh, red corpse I only I only want to believe there was a time I was not like this Gods, could it all be a lie? Could I have been human? Could I have been sweet? No way Someone like me Undeserving And rotten to the core Redeem me, please Take this curse away At least I'm good at pretending I believe in my lies when I pray I believe in my lies when I pray Please, believe in my lies when I pray I believe in my lies when I pray I lie I'm still chewing on the truth I don't want to gulp it down Just like me, it's so cold and cruel Might as well spit it out Are the gods above amused? They've proved to be such a demanding crowd The more they bet, the more they lose I feel so used, I feel so used But I want to believe there will come a time A time I can wish for Everyone to stay alive and thrive Instead of asking for more and more and more My, oh my No one answers my cries I wish I didn't know If I had known before Another bloodstained lie I swear, it's fine Even if I had known before I'm rotten to the core