xTwilight95x's video: Until I Know For Sure Original Song

Just a simple and repetitive song I made in about 1 hour. Sorry for the low quality of the music, singing etc., I consider this more of a poem than an actual song if you know what I mean... --- Music, lyrics, photo: xtwilight95x --- Lyrics: --- Hidden away, I pray Can a secret be kept without shame? The more I wait, the less you say Am I giving you more than what you can take? But please, take, take it anyway Don't be afraid, I will not break I have nothing to lose and everything to gain Don't let me think this was all in vain I can take the blame for both your and my mistakes Just to ensure both of us will be saved Stale blood slowly drying in my veins In the dark, I suffocate My bones ache, my brain manipulates me Into finding faults within these oh-so-gentle days I failed, I failed and I will fail again How long have I been bearing the weight of these chains? I hate myself sometimes I wanna make myself pay For things I had no way of knowing until yesterday No, I can't tolerate The mess that I create when I just want to complain When I write, I fill the page with ink stains Take it anyway It's like a serenade I think my taste buds have gone numb, but I'm not certain So won't you come here and kiss me and then stay Until I know for sure?