xTwilight95x's video: Healthy Escape Party Pocket-size Acoustica ENG Romaji sub

Hey guys. It's literally been a year since the last time I uploaded a translation, and I'm sorry about that. I was asked to work on this one I-don't-even-remember-how-many centuries ago, and finally, it's here. It's not *perfectly* accurate, because there were some inconsistencies with the kanji lyrics that I found. I hope I was able to convey the overall meaning of the song nonetheless. Happy new year everyone! Vocal Arrange: siinamota Piano Arrange: 千澄 Bass: UtsuP Guitar: 探求 Vocal 2: 〆切太朗 Vocal 3:まさちゅ --- English --- When I recall those days when I used to wish you would love me, I kinda feel like I still want to live. To be honest, I think that singing isn't enough, But since you're here, I'll try to tell you anyway. It's as if an illegitimate child had been born here And it seemed like I had no choice but to give them to someone else. Since I am loved by you (lol), I want to know. I can't hear the noise of this crowd. I can't live off goodbyes. It's just that... Alright, I'm going to ensure you fall in love with me a little more By giving you a peek-a-boo inside a quiet room. A certain revolution of the earth, one single revolution- Isn't it ok if we stay corrupted as we are? Our first word or our last word: Which one is the most meaningful? A spoonful of soup, a revolver in my right hand. Be patient until I'm finished drinking. Putting away this pocket-size song, I try to pile up words that I have turned into coins. By doing something so ordinary, truthfully, I'm not sure I can say I avoided dissatisfaction and inadequacy. If you don't love me (lol), I want to know. If I told you "I want you to believe me", You would believe me. So, um... It's just that... I used to believe that, even if this song is incoherent, if I sang like I'm doing right now, It would become definite and concrete. I'd really like to tell you that, but it's ok if I gulp those words down. There's no one here. Peek-a-boo! Even if I try to clean my dirty heart, I'll always lack self-confidence. I can't help it. Can't you just keep me in the corner of your heart? I'd be content with that. Wouldn't that be ok? Maybe... Wouldn't that be ok? --- Romaji --- kimi ni aisaretai to negatta hibi wa omoidashite wa sukoshi ikitaku nareru utau koto nado jitsu wa sukunakute mo kimi ga iru kara koko de tsutaete ageru soko ni umidasareta iwaba otoshigo ataeru koto dake wa dekitarashii sa aisareteru (w) kara shiritai zattou nanka wa kikoenai sayonara nanka ja taberenai tatta hitotsu dake saa koi no binetsu wo kimi ni okuru yo shizuka na heya de inai inai baa tashika na kakumei hitotsu no kakumei yogoreta mama de iinjanai kana saisho no hitokuchi saigo no hitokuchi riyuu ga aru no wa dochira kana suupu wo hitosaji migite ni kenjuu nomi owaru made gaman shite ne poketto saizu no uta wo shimaikonde kozeni de kaeru kotoba narabete miru sonna arikitari de wa jitsu wa boku mo fuman ya fubi ga nai to wa iikirenai aisarenai (w) nara shiritai shinjite hoshii to ieba shinjirareru kara e eto tatta hitotsu dake shirimetsuretsu demo kou shite utaeba katachi naru to shinjite ita tsutawareba ii na nomikonde ii yo dare mo inai shi inai inai baa kitanai kokoro wo migakedo migakedo jishin ga nai yo shikanatai naa kokoro no sumi demo boku ga ita nara sore de ii no sa iinjanai kana tabun iinjanai kana